[say]insomnia

Tonight i have a sleepless night
maybe i'm thinking too much about the future
the friends near by my go abroad one by one
actually i felt nervous and a little big afraid

although i always say to me so many times that i can do it
but by the time goes on near the dead line of the test

i'm always being afraid that if i fail the test
it really make me feel pressure

but the most pressure is that
all the people near by me go abroad
and i'm still at here

don't want to get behind of them!

[say]better more

Nothing serious

everything happen would always had it's own reason

just face the problem don't be worry

just need to afraid didn't make it well and without an ability to solve it

if we had meet a problem we have to be happy 

because when i overcame this i advance a little more

and glad that i have the opportunity being improve

life should be like it

have some goods came with some difficult questions

the only way taking the goods is just solve the answer in correct way 

at that time you'll feel life couldn't be better more

[say]decide

Solve serious of things step by step
every moment time are so precious
have to really take good care of they can't be waste

Now i can go to the English cram school which near school
everything are on the right track
now i need is only concentrate in study

after a long time study my eye are so easily to feel tired
tell myself have to insist

if we don't work hard how can we feel the sweet of the success
i need to be more excellent and talent to get what i'm really dreaming for
have the power to control my own future not the other people

[say]opinion

I go back home and talk my parents
that what i'm thinking about and planning
my opinion is study English and Architect in recent months
their opinion is concentrate in architect test
and seriously tell my can't give up
i will keep these words in my mind

by the way i also have to take somethings back to school
busy busy

[say]true

When we get a thought and trust that it would happen
and it really will
everything seem so nature just like breathe
don't even to try to do and it will being well
if we want to and try our best
God will send us his gift and thought to make the dream come true

[say]concentrate in

Yes!!now i know what i really to do
tonight i had a dinner with a architect friend
i tell him what i'm doing recently and what i am planning for
he advice me to concentrate prepare the Toefl test
most reason is the licence of architect can't get right away after i pass the test

it still require two years of architect office work experience prove
it means i would spend at least three years (fast enough) then i will get the licence
it's really a long time ,especially i am prepare abroad next year

so now i think have to take a time to go back cha-yi
to  meet my parent and tell them what really happens

but i think they will still insist to take the architect test
so do i ,just because i had pay the exam school tuition and test registration fee
they can't be just waste

but now i know i am really need to prepare the English test
and my portfolio and some require data to apply for the Netherlands Delft school

[say]realize

Anything have it's main thought
if we can easily see the point under the surface
and actually we got a good beginning
concentrate to the most important things
save the other times to do another things

everything have it's two side good or bad
maybe you think this side is a bad side
but maybe other people thinks this is a good side
just need to transform the section of things we meet

A positive man can transform any of difficult situation
we have to  learn to be positive
and believe everything will become better and better
we just need to choice which one is we really need
not blind with the beautiful and wonderful dreams
they are just dreams not real

[say]talk some

Architecture can be simple but also be complex
all about the designer's idea or section with the issue
designer need to figure out the dark side of the plan location
but also the bright side to impress your idea
and transform the dark side into a positive power
we have to analyze any situation the site would happen and try to avoid from them
also induction these data and find out the main subject "can also call the key"
all the things include traffic ,native people,activities ,shape ...and so on
will in one word...that is the key..logic

and use the key to develop
people will happen what kind of activity in this space
and new activity need some new special space
what relationship between those things
cross line, space , lobby , entrance,elastic space ,landscape

after all to complete all the data together and become a new life style or story