[Diary] from now

I think I need to spend some time to practice the English
it's really need the patient and work hard

I think "right now", is the begin
to write down some emotion from my heart

Actually I'm not so good recently
three days ago I got a cold,it's feel bad
a week ago I had a breakfast date,but it felt bad ,either

the girl was late about 45mins, but to this I'm not really care
because at the same time my grandfather was lying in the hospital
I don't know how too express the feeling, but it's not good

cause of these , the date was not so happy
and I can notice the girl is not so appropriate to me or I'm not appropriate to her
I think maybe most was from me
I can feel that I'm not really want a relationship recently so do her
and after the date I didn't call her until now

in the date we spoke most was the travel she went to few days ago
it's cool , but when I retired from the military police
I can go everywhere I want,do everything I want

the next several weeks I will live in my Taipei uncle's house
because the next several holiday will only be Saturday  and Sunday
I don't want to spent a lot of times and money to go back to Chiyi
take the train from military space to home have to cost three hours and 520NT
back to the military space is the some ,too

living in my uncle's house I felt comfortable ,they are very kind to me
and I can do anything I want , but they always feel that I'm a child not a adult
I'm a little sad about it , indeed I think living in their house had to be more polite

maybe some days will have change ,I'm really don't like people seem me as a child
I will keep learning everything and do the best as I can..



Wei-yuan 2011/02/20