[say]careless

Sometimes i really hate myself
that i always didn't check again about anything around me
especially my design projects!!
this morning i got crazy will my carelessness
some of them are my very important projects

for these thing i had spend a lots of times search for them
but unfortunately i couldn't found it
that really make me upset for a long while  

at last i just told myself about the truth and also to face it
told myself again that's any other challenge of life
i must to pass it !!